Ashley’s blog

God
I may not have believed once, but now I do. Why? Because now, I've thought, I wouldn't live here if there's no God. There wouldn't be miracles if God isn't there, would there? :)  I truly believe in God, as I said I may have had my doubts last time, but now, I have no doubts. I also thank my friends who made me believe in it much better.
Lord, I thank you for everything you've given and done for me and my family. Amen.

Family
Well as much as you love them, there will be times where you can hate them, but after all that, you should realize how much they've done for you. They might like another one more than another, and without knowing, they're actually pushing the other one further away. Sometimes, the parents work too much till they forget about their children and at times, there may be fights which may lead to many problems. But always remember, your family made you who you are today, they supported you in many ways.
A quote for this title : The blood you have in you flows through every single family member you love/hate.

Friends
They always said it was hard to find true friends. Maybe you thought you already have found yours, but remember, just one day, you might be wrong. People may change. But your enemies, they too can change. I'm not saying to trust your enemies instead of your friends, but I'm just telling you, the good may turn to bad as the bad may change to the opposite. There are different types of people. Some may be materialistic, some may be a backstabber and some just are too selfish. Selfish in what way you mean? Some may hate to share their best friend. Normally, a friend would normally hate another because of many reasons, such as a friend can't stand the other's behaviour or maybe because that friend stole the other's special person. Many people in this world are born with different attitudes, but after all, we're all human. Even though people's weaknesses are more than their good side, but that's only human. There's actually no use talking bad about people as you haven't talked bad about yourself. As the bible said, don't talk about the speck in other people's eye but clear the log in your eye first. Well, it went something like that. I'm not saying I don't talk bad about people, that's one of my weaknesses, some people call it, telling true facts. If you think I'm telling you not to talk bad yet I talk bad, then I'll be called a hypocrite. Another thing is copycats, let me remind you about something, how would you know, there might be someone out there who created something before you? Maybe they just kept quiet about it. Many people are born with this weakness which is also known as unreasonable. Unreasonable in what way? Unreasonable in many ways, such as in time, love, energy, talk, and many other things. Well, you just got to live with it.
A quote for this title : A friend loves you for who are and not who you want to become.

High School
A high school is filled with many teenagers which means, many conflicts. Teenagers always want popularity, either in the coolest or the smartest or in some way. There's no use being popular because it's nothing till you got true friends. Another thing is some people actually leave their true friends for popularity. It's really sad. Some may neglect their studies because they want to be popular or maybe because they want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Most of the high school couples don't last till they get married. Teachers don't have to put up with you if they don't want to, and the only reason why they do so, is so you may lead a better future yet some of you are just to stupid not to realize it. 
A quote for this title : Learn to be better instead of worse when you're here as you will learn many lessons.

I won't say anything about my family ;)

I've found my best friends, my true friends and unfortunately, I got the ones that has loads of weaknesses. But I don't hate them for it as I know, no one is perfect. Well, it's really up to them if they chase popularity, love or anything they want but I hope they don't forget the ones that been with them for so long. The ones that supported them in anything they do and made them realize the special things in life. Chasing for popularity is just a waste of time, really. Chasing love? Well, I wouldn't say anything about that, just that you might end up in heartbreaks if you go too early but maybe you'll need the experience so you can be tougher next time. Anything you do, bad or not, gives you a lesson. Well,  try changing your weaknesses but leave your specialty :) and believe in changes.

Actually this post is especially for MenMen but I found out some other people's birthday is today too, so yeah.

For MenMen,

Carmen

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Carmen,
Happy Birthday to you !


We've known each other through a camp on November 2003.
Though, it was just 3 5 days and 2 4 nights, I learned a lot of things, and most important is, I gained a friendship.
Although, we haven't been contacting each other after that camp...
After a few years, we found each other again through a website.
Let us all thank the Lord for this :)

This friendship shan't I forget ;)
With the cards from my birthday that were given by the teacher that time and Ashley and 2 Carmens :)
Always remain in my heart
<3
Thanks for everything, Carmen! :)





To other people who's birthday is on the same day...






Note
Happy Birthday to all of you! :)
May all of your wishes come true.
Let's not hope for too much, alright? :)
Bless you all.

Anyways, since everyone is posting the 100 things about me thing, and since I already did so. (only 80 but whatever) I'm going to post up a few things that happened to me. More interesting isn't it ? :)

1. When I was playing around, moving the door left and right, I felt a hand, so I thought it was my dad's hand, but when I looked.. it was no one, and the grill was closed.

2. When I was small around 6 years old, I did a summersault which ended up making me hit the edge of the wooden bed. It made my head bleed till my whole shirt was covered in blood as though I've killed someone or something. And that made me scared to do a summersault ON LAND.

3. When I was a baby, I fell from the thing that goes up and down, up and down. I have no idea what they called it. You see, this thing needs someone to like, use the hand to make it move up and down, so my brother and father had this GREAT IDEAs, they tied a string to their legs and make the thingy go up and down, and I fell from it. -_- Yeah, it made my skull crack a little, doctor said it would heal as I grew older.

4. You know those flavored toothpaste? I used to use 'em while I was small, and yeah I think you know what happened next.

5. I hate carrying trays, you know those trays in KFC and so on? Cause when I was small also, I carried it, and it fell down, with all the drink and all which made everyone look at me ><

6. I used to stay in Kiara Park, and used to play Pokemon cards, and met this guy who played Pokemon cards as well, and he actually stole a few cards of ours that were quite expensive and was never to be seen after that.

7. I used to play Pokemon cards in Atria there, and I was the only girl most of the time -_- Well, that didn't stop me. I collected all the cute Pikachu's :D From the Birthday Pikachu to the Balloon one, to the Spanish one and many more until it all got stolen from one dude -_-

8. Oh oh! My first alcoholic drink was when I was 2 years old :3 haha, it was beer. It made me walk around like some kind of crazy kid. haha

9. I used to be sooooo jealous when my mum carried other kids and say : I don't want you anymore, I got another baby and then my father would be like playing around and it made me cry then they were scared :D HAHA!

10. When I was in kindergarden, I used to be the most troublesome one, I wouldn't sit on the floor with other students yet sit on a chair while teacher was telling a story or something and I wouldn't sing those nursery rhymes like other kids. I was so troublesome until they had to make a new performance because I didn't want to join the other performances as the clothes didn't fit me.

Hmm,.. I think I ditched this blog for quite awhile now, so maybe I'll just update it now.

Re-posting from blogspot to vox. (:
People find it meaningful (:

I try to be the best I can, but it just.. isn't working.

It's normal for people to tittle-tattle on other people's life, but it doesn't give them the right to actually spread a big rumour about them. In every soul, lies a weakness within them. In any way, people will always talk about you, whether you're bad, fat, good, quiet, smart, or anything. No one can run away from their weaknesses nor can they run away from words being spoken but what they can do is, try to be the best they can get. Being the greatest isn't about winning anyone's heart or anything, it's about what you learnt during the time you tried to change. It's hard to believe that many people can talk/curse/gossip about others but never tried to look in the mirror. Maybe some may not have known what they were doing were wrong, that's why we need our family and friends to help us. This life is like a story which is written not only by you, but also by the people around you. Life isn't to be said, very long, but it is very short. Therefore, we should try to learn to forgive and to forget, make the world a better world, stop thinking of how to change others but yourself for once. Every sin we make, every person we hurt, its all written down. Whether you want to believe it or not, it's true.

As everyone know, people can change, either to the good side or to the bad. People may act differently but remember, we are all people. People, created by the Lord, and nothing can change that, whether you like it or not, we're all the same. Everyone has their own bad side, but what's wrong looking at their good side and just forget their bad side?

My friend once said, everyone is nice in their own special way. It is true, many found out people can be nice, in many different ways, some through expressions, some through actions and some other how. No one,.. at all, is actually mean, it's just because they got influenced.

Sins are more tempting than good deeds, therefore let's make it more challenging, instead of doing more sins, we do more good deeds. (:

1 Litre of Tears (1リットルの涙, Ichi Rittoru no Namida) (also called A Diary with Tears or A Diary of Tears) is about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called Sprinocerebellar Degenaration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

The plot is based on the true story of a Japanese girl named Aya Kito (木藤亜也, Kitō Aya, July 19, 1962 - May 23, 1988) , who had the same disease. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family and friends. Her diary titled 1 Litre of Tears was published shortly after her death. It encouraged many people, healthy or diseased, because of its inspiring and courageous messages. As Aya wrote, "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

Tagged by DhabitahMummy (:

1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.

2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. ( - guy - )

3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.

5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

C A R I N G

- Musttt be caring at least. haha

U N D E R S T A N D I N G

- So conflicts don't pop out so easily

P O L I T E

- Has to be polite at all times,

H Y G E N I C

- Has to be hygenic which means keep his cleanliness high so it won't be disgusting to me lah (:

P L A Y F U L

- To serious ain't fun

N O T  T O  S E N S I T I V E

- It'd be annoying, I mean like guys nowadays cepat merajuk like girls.